it's inconceivable how it affects me.how he affects me.
how everything affects me.i don't really care about him anymore.i think.
blah.got quite pissed off over something.i don't care anymore.
and amazingly i didn't shed a single tear.not.a.single.tear.close to it.but no.
haha.i have wonderful frens who stood by me.i love u peeps.always there with a listenin ear.thanks a lot.i really appreciate it..=)

...bruised and battered by your words...
...dazed and shattered now it hurts...
...haven't I always loved you...

...but when I need you...
...you're almost here...
...and I know that's not enough...
...and when I'm with you...
...I'm close to tears...
...cause you're only almost here...